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Vision of Edmund of Eynsham
Adam – now there’s a fine symbolic name
for a Sub-Abbot, but it is not he
of whom we wish to write. No, the fame
belongs entirely to his brother: Edmund. He
is the one whose ‘deathbed’ revelation
showed him Paradise and Purgatory.
Taken by the hand of St Nicholas,
he saw the penalties of Vanitas.
We are in twelfth century Oxfordshire,
but the application is for us too,
though believers in Rapture are fewer.
Nowadays it would be put down to ‘flu,
a fever, or hallucinatory drug.
Out-of-body experiences – who
would credit them with the spiritual?
Movements like Charismatic Renewal?
Imbibing only some tepid water,
for fifteen months, Edmund lay, very weak;
his quinsy made him hotter and hotter.
As Easter approached, he commenced to speak
and, with the help of a supporting stick,
he wanted to celebrate Holy Week
in the monastery chapel. Brothers
claimed he remained longer than the others.
From midnight until noon on the next day,
he confessed all his sins and lamented.
The following night, he began to pray
and lay on the ground, as if demented.
Adam had cold water splashed over him.
He thought Edmund had simply invented
this behaviour to gain some attention –
thus he wanted to defuse the tension.
How Edmund arrived there, without some aid,
was a point to be considered (but post-
Good Friday.) Yes, though fresh blood was displayed
on the cross, the monks felt the Holy Ghost
was not behind Edmund’s troubling conduct.
Maybe he wanted discipline, to boast,
boost spiritual pride. He’d asked for penance,
but was too weak for simple observance.
Through Good Friday evening, the next day,
water dribbled from his lips, till sunset.
They thought he was returning to the clay,
for he made no response and didn’t fret
when pricked. They blew a horn in his ear,
but he did not stir – at least, not yet –
till Compline, when his eyes opened. He sighed
and ‘Sancta Maria‘ many times cried.
He had begged for corporal punishment
and he kept on sobbing into his hands,
while compelling everyone to repent.
One of his more unusual demands
was to have a silver cross brought to him.
No one to this day really understands
why he was agitated; in this state:
raving like some kind of inebriate.
On Saturday evening, he ate some bread.
Miraculously, he went, unaided,
to Matins, where he bowed his tonsured head
and the cross and relics venerated.
The Prior and Sub-Prior heard him confess,
till no omission had been evaded
and he received the Sacrament as well,
to the ring of the credence Sanctus bell.
He then shared his dream, which began in Lent:
how a man had stood beside him, who said
that the prayers of a Godstow postulant
should join with his and be intermingled.
Then, roused to consciousness, he kissed the cross,
penitent for time he had spent in bed.
Entering the chapel of St Lawrence
and All Martyrs, he bowed in obesiance.
He begged Adam for further punishment
and bathed his eyes in blood and swallowed it.
He was birched further and did not give vent
to spleen; nor did he ask for a remit.
Adam denied the Benedictine Rule
condoned this practice. He felt its ambit
was for daylight hours, but, apparently,
St Nicholas had amended the decree.
Edmund saw souls flogged and bound together,
but they still had a hope of salvation.
You could have knocked him down with a feather
when he saw, in the throes of purgation,
(previous Abbot) Geoffrey of Eynsham,
negligent in his organisation,
though he’d been in charge for forty four years,
now past nepotism induced his tears.
The Bishop of Salisbury – Joscelin –
committed sexual immorality
and, as for the dire dealings of Baldwin,
he had tinkered with criminality:
unwise Archbishop of Canterbury.
(Most preferred Saladin’s mentality.)
Much given to Chapter disputation,
Baldwin funded Crusades through taxation.
In the next place to which Edmund was led,
he smelled a vile pond and climbed a steep hill:
souls were burned on one side and they perished
with cold conversely. A rotating grill
principle moved them from one location
to the other, like ants from an anthill.
To see a goldsmith from Osney- a drunk-
being purged here did not surprise the monk.
The third realm was a place of snakes, devils –
reserved for the homosexual.
A lawyer was suffering for evils
and monks too were punished by gradual
degrees. Unchaste churchmen who had blasphemed
(so nothing much there far from the usual)
by dispensing holy things with foul hand,
epitomising the wrongs in England.
Those who had been successful in the world
endured more than those of a low degree.
Regions of Paradise were then unfurled
to Nicholas, Edmund: a panoply
of Blessed Souls, who approached a huge gate
set in a wall of crystal – so shiny
that, blinded, he scarcely saw the entrance
of those receiving their inheritance.
Edmund then saw Jesus Christ on a throne,
but, at this point, his guide made him return
and yet he sensed that there were those who’d flown
to higher realms and who with joy would burn.
They exuded Light Inaccessible,
but he was not yet ready to discern
the joys of one who finished his course –
his sanctification was yet perforce.
This vision showed him a chain of being,
linking angels and the perfected souls,
descending from God, who is all-seeing,
to those who’ve just embraced heavenly goals.
Necessary purging of perception
allots individuals specific roles.
Adam wrote this down for our perfection:
Verify your calling and election.
30 Monday Mar 2015
We have just had an eclipse, but here is a re-blog of a poem
I wrote 19 years ago:
EASTER 1996
That week we ventured outside at midnight,
when a shadow gradually snuffed the moon,
till the reddened orb, deprived of its light,
stared like the Baptist’s eyeball. In high noon
we think the spotted sphere no longer there.
All the primitive tribes rise to my mind,
who must have viewed such an eclipse, despair
weighing stricken hearts. How they must have signed
to each other when they became aware
of its reappearance. So a small group
watched the waning of their Son as darkness
covered the earth, but they were to recoup
The Light of the World. This Easter I bless
the God of Heaven for resurrection,
looking to the sky for inspiration
through my cataract eyes. So inspection
of the new moon tends to celebration.
Astrological symbols directed
men to the babe. Lunar allegory,
which by most people would be rejected,
confirms for me the Good Friday story.
Most of the time I look through the wrong end
of the telescope; get a false picture;
let the neon town lights obscure my Friend;
forget he’s an omnipresent fixture.
He who controls the weather, cycles, tides,
is sometimes indiscernible through cloud;
never disappears, though he sometimes hides:
rises like Lazarus minus his shroud.
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29 Sunday Mar 2015
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A re-blog as it is timely:
I can’t believe that it’s nearly Easter, shivered Carrie.
Quick! let’s go in and bag a table, I said.
Costamuchamoulah cafe was still doing a brisk trade, even on this
grey day. Amazingly, the smokers were still prepared to sit outside.
We have the routine down to a fine art now: one gets into the queue while
the other nabs a table, much as the disciples snatched a colt.
Yes, Easter’s early this year, I commented, watching a child stuff its face with
a Creme Egg in advance of the Christian calendar. It’s amazing how such
diminutive creatures can incorporate a whole orb of sickly chocolate fondant
into such a tiny aperture.
I bet they don’t know what Simnel cakes represent, I mused aloud.
What do they stand for? queried Carrie. Then, seeing my expression, she
added, I’m sure I once knew.
That’s what I say during University Challenge, I replied.
Then I sipped my Mocha, getting a chocolate powder moustache. You know,
it’s Palm Sunday tomorrow. Are you going to go to a service?
Try persuading that lot to get out of bed, she sighed. They used to like to see
the donkey coming into the church, though. Sometimes they were convinced
that The Dean, giving his dramatised reading, was Pontius Pilate and it scared
them.
Yes, we used to go to Salisbury for the service. That was when Ted Heath
lived in The Close. In fact..
..you have a poem about it, she smiled.
How did you know?
PALM SUNDAY IN SALISBURY
Polythene wraps New Sarum like an egg.
The sky above The Close is Constable’s.
Cream-robed clergy congregate in cloisters,
bespectacled, brandishing dried gray palms,
under a spire as tall as Babel’s own,
while new choristers mouth All glory, laud
and honour.. without comprehending laud.
The tallest lad hopes that his voice won’t crack.
Girl choristers have not been asked to sing today.
Some miniature Yasser Arafats
in tea-towels and trainers coax an ass
from a spreading cedar into the nave,
where all present pray for its continence.
True blue glass provides a continuo.
Ted Heath’s Jaguar, also blue, is parked
on a reserved space outside Arundells.
What if one should loose its handbrake
and say, The Lord has need of thee this day?
Meanwhile we make intercession for all
unemployed, under and over-employed,
while carefully noting the advertised
champagne breakfast on our service schedule.
Dom Perignon: a foretaste of glory.
The Jobseekers can sip Living Water.
Coffee will be served in the Chapter House
among the exhumed coffin chalices,
patens. The bookshop is doing business
in postcards of Julian of Norwich:
All manner of thing shall be well. Mammon
hasn’t felt stings from His whip of cords-yet.
The head which indicates the Bishop’s stall
has a triple face of circumspection.
The Dean and his ordained wife wear the same
as they stand on repro medieval tiles,
trying not to worry about their lunch.
In the cloisters a chill wind chafes faces.
A chair is overturned, but no tables.
Although we have received the sign of peace,
our palm crosses seem ineffectual.
We stick one on Ted’s windscreen, just in case
his residential permit cuts no ice
with the flaming Being at the Close gate,
who curiously doesn’t wear a badge,
but bears authority from Old Sarum.
He tends to let the backpackers pass through,
like Christians, still bearing their large burdens,
or as camels accessing a needle.
But Tory Faithful have to wait in queues,
backs turned to the Celestial City,
while Peter checks their National Trust cards
and the very stones cry, Glory! Glory!
25 Monday Mar 2013
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inCandia, you are not going to post another poem, are you? Brassie said. I
mean, how many have you written? Maybe your public would like to know
how Augustus Snodbury is doing after his romantic disaster in Bradford
-on-Avon.
Well, it’s the school holidays, so we will have to report on the outcome in a
week or so. Until then, the Muse dictates what is to be posted.
Oh, go on then, Brassie groaned. What have you got for us now?
Just an Easter poem I wrote a long time ago, but-hey!- it’s topical at the
moment.
EASTER 1996
That week we ventured outside at midnight,
when a shadow gradually snuffed the moon,
till the reddened orb, deprived of its light,
stared like the Baptist’s eyeball. In high noon
we think the spotted sphere no longer there.
All the primitive tribes rise to my mind,
who must have viewed such an eclipse, despair
weighing stricken hearts. How they must have signed
to each other when they became aware
of its reappearance. So a small group
watched the waning of their Son as darkness
covered the earth, but they were to recoup
The Light of the World. This Easter I bless
the God of Heaven for resurrection,
looking to the sky for inspiration
through my cataract eyes. So inspection
of the new moon tends to celebration.
Astrological symbols directed
men to the babe. Lunar allegory,
which by most people would be rejected,
confirms for me the Good Friday story.
Most of the time I look through the wrong end
of the telescope; get a false picture;
let the neon town lights obscure my Friend;
forget he’s an omnipresent fixture.
He who controls the weather, cycles, tides,
is sometimes indiscernible through cloud;
never disappears, though he sometimes hides:
rises like Lazarus minus his shroud.
Wikipaedia image